Wednesday, September 21, 2005
AHHHHHHHHH! SHIT.
i just wrote a freaking LONG post and i deleted it ALL! cos i pressed some button.
fuck sia.
okay. nvm. let me think. eh. that kinda emotional speech very hard to rewrite ok. eff.
basically i was feeling down la. cos of violet. and pw. and everything. i feel as though i'm not good at anything. having to worry about both my languages, my A level subjects, pw (evaluations) maybe besides squash. but i'm no athlete. i feel very depressed. for example during GP, i enter class. what's in my mind ? it's about promos. whether i would be able to hit the passing mark. i'm still v unstable. as in my marks are. econs. violet has been putting tremendous pressure on everyone of us. we know it. and whenever she says something negative i would feel sian. she say me again. fine la.
i mean some people have talents. though they have shortcomings are certain areas, they are made up with some ability. shan't list down examples to support my stand. u all should know who u are. (: if not, can come and find me. i'll evaluate u for u! definately there's something u're good at. hahaha. can someone come evaluate me. i wanna realise my potential. know what my abilities. cos i was thinking that even if i had gone to poly, i'd just die because i'm weak at evaluation, hands-on training, projects. *oh no. pw nightmares.
i'm at my 4th pw draft. and she still says that i have weak evaluation skills. thanks ar. *says in a sarcastic tone. i've not been improving much since my first EOM but i spent at least 10 f-king hours on the EOM. thinking of stupid EOM ideas, and points to include. but she simply dismissed most of them, reason being that i was merely repeatin the passage or restating or had repetitive points. righttttttttttt. whatever la.
i hate pw like hell. shan't waste anymore time. better start on work. eff jc life. haha. ok la. i'll get through it. the lord our god is my strength! ha.
jAn.[x]`~ *heartt felt words. ; at 7:19 PM
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